Okay, so i made yet another deviantart page. I'm actually going to use this one, and eventually i think i'm going to start deleting deviations from this one....

My new page is located here:



if you've added me on ninja4hire646, feel free to add this one as well.

many thanks!

...is going perfectly. I'm so... happy! All the time. I feel true contentment almost every hour of the day, with brief periods of uncontrollable elation. I mean... I haven't felt this unbelievably happy for so long. It feels good. And the best part is... I actually have a reason for it. Haha... but that's going to stay a secret for a while.

School is going much better. I'm bringing my grades up in all the classes that I was failing last quarter, so that should please my padres.

I've been talking to someone with whom I was friends in middle school, but hadn't seen in 4 years. I actually met her at the model united nations conference, which was awesome and unexpected... a few months ago. We started talking afterward, and we became much closer than we were before. We've been hanging out and talking and it feels incredible to have someone with whom I can feel connected, in fact... more connected than I can with anyone else who I know. It's a feeling that I had expected to never experience... for the longest time. I just supposed that I would be mentally isolated, but that was a very depressing thought. This discovery has definitely contributed to my recent joy.

I've been writing more poetry recently, and drawing more. I have my portfolio review to be accepted to the Art and Visual Technology Department of George Mason University the Saturday after next. Wish me luck! I'm looking forward to it. I've also been trying to work on the story, the first four chapters of which I've submitted to dA. If you so desire, please feel free to check them out and give me feedback! I'm not exactly an expert at fiction writing, so any advice would be welcome.

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Lyrics Time!

One Armed Scissor- At The Drive-In

Yes this is a campaign,
slithered entrails
in the cargo bay
Neutered is the vastness
Hallow vacuum check the
oxygen tanks.
They hibernate
but have they kissed the ground
pucker up and kiss the asphalt now
Tease this amputation
splintered larynx
it has access now

cut away, cut away
Send transmission
from the one-armed scissor
cut away, cut away

Banked on memory.
Mummified circuitry,
Skin graft, machinery,
Sputnik sickles found in the seats

Self-destruct sequence
this station is non-operational
Species growing
Bubbles in an IV loitering

Unknown origin
Is this the comfort of being afraid?
Solar eclipsed
Black out the vultures
as they wait

cut away, cut away
Send transmission
from the one-armed scissor
(get Away, get Away)

Dissect a trillion sighs away
Will you get this letter?
Jagged pulp sliced in my veins
I write to remember
Cause I'm a million miles away,
Will you get this letter?
Jagged pulp sliced in my veins
I write to remember...
I write to remember...
My right to remember...

cut away, cut away
Send transmission
from the one-armed scissor
cut away, cut away...

alright, so convinced me to put this in my journal. you all had better do it as well.

"You can ask me THREE questions. No matter how crazy, inapropriate, or random they are. I will answer 100% truthfully (or as close to the truth as I can).

Just no personal info, you know, cause i don't want you stalking me.

Now here's the dare. You must put this in your journal. See what other people will ask you."

Go ahead, take your best shot.

Wow, it's been a while since I made a proper journal entry, hasn't it? well, i'm back.

I've been feeling awesome in recent months, with a few on and off episodes... but nothing too dramatic has happened. I'm into college, so i only have to get my grades up in a few classes in order to stay accepted, so that will be a challenge, especially in math, in which i've essentially given up. But other than that I'm doing much better than last year when i was getting pretty severely depressed much of the time. Hm... what else? Well, as i'm sure you've noticed, i've been doing quite a bit of painting recently, and that's really fun. I'm taking personal lessons with this really awesome chick who i'm becoming really good friends with. She's been very helpful. Plus, i've been writing a lot, but not really finishing much of that. I need to get better at that...

Oh, by the way, i've been trying to bring back a few words and/or phrases, so I need all of you to help me out. here they are: fortnight (two weeks), hella tight, "let's blow this popsicle stand." I'm going to need your help to bring these back into the ordinary vernacular, so every chance you get, use these words and/or phrases!!!

Okay, i think that's enough of the rantings, so i'm going to finish up with a list of words that i like, that i've been compiling for a week or two. Enjoy

eviscerate
luscious
lucid
lurid
besmear'd
sluttish
glut
lacerate
vapid
aphotic
acidity
decoupage
hamadryad
twisting
mellifluous
maleficent
Acuna
vacuous
anima
archaic
torsion
serpentine
rhinoceros
wretched
chaos
voluptuous
pulsating
undulating
toxicity
invoke
malevolent
warp

The end! Bye!